Missing

Today I am missing seeing my family, and all my old friends.  They have all moved on.  I really miss them.

Busy!

Today was a very busy day. This morning I couldn't wake up, so I had to hurry and get ready for school.  I was taking in the 50 cupcakes I made the day before so I had be a little early.  Then once I got to school, I had to do algebra all day. blah.  Then I cam home and cleaned and organized my room for 3 hours.  Next I washed, dried, and folded 6 loads of laundry.  Then I ate dinner, and washed my grandma's huge truck and our huge truck.  Then I came in did my chore, brushed the dogs, and took a shower.  I am tired.

Family

I love my family. I got to spend the weekend at my aunt's house with my mom.  It was so relaxing and fun just to get away from things.  I feel like I finally got to clear my head.  I am so thankful for my family!

Sometimes things look up

In this blog you will notice that one day I could be writing about how crappy of a day I've had, and others I will write about a good day.  Today was a good day.  I got up went to school, went to ballet and came home.  Me and Rebecca got along pretty good today.  I have still been missing my mom a lot though.  But that is pretty normal I'm guessing.

Complainer

I'm going to be a bit of a complainer right now.  I'm sorry but this is just a place for me to get things out.  Also anyone with a stepsister please HELP!!  She is one of the most confusing people I have ever met in my life!!  One minute she is happy and the next she's angry.  I am constantly having to be aware of things I say.  Whenever I try to talk to my step mom about it, it seems like she always takes her side because that's her daughter.  I feel left out all the time, and like it's just a game to my stepsister.  Like lets see how pissed we can make Mae today. I know I have a BUNCH of flaws to and I'm working really hard on them.  It just seems like I'm not getting anything in return.

Hello blog world

Hey there blog world.  I am Mae, a fifteen year old girl with typical teenage problems.  In this blog I am going to vent.  I don't have anyone else to vent to so yes I resorted to technology.  So here is a little taste of my life.  My parents are divorced and my mom had to work so now I am forced to live with my dad.  My dad just got remarried and so now there is a new step mom and stepsister thrown into my life.  It hasn't been working to great so far.  Me and my stepsister fight constantly!!  Oh and I have E.E. which is short for Eosinophilic Eosophogitis.  It's a disease where basically I am allergic to every food.  So a couple years ago I had a feeding tube put in, and am on a liquid diet through it.  Also I have chronic stomach pain.  I go to a charter school everyday for four hours a day.  That is about I am going to say right now, but there will be plenty more to come. Not like anyone is going to want to read the blog of a whiny 15 year old.